I Am A Mom

Have you ever asked yourself, "What do I have to offer?"  and answered with I am just a ______.
I have put that self limiting belief upon myself over and over again.  That little word, just, tells me a lot.  Don't be a just anything!  God did not create us to be just moms or whatever you put in the blank above.  We are so much more than that.  Let me share with you when I took just out of my vocabulary.

Five years ago I made the decision to leave a career that I loved to stay home with our two young children.  Luke was 20 months old and Kailyn was a newborn.  It was truly my dream job and what I had always wanted.  I still feel very blessed that I have the opportunity to be at home with our children everyday.  During those first couple of years I began to feel a little restless. Was I doing all that God had created me to do?  Was I making a difference?  I spent my days at the park, playdates, working out, grocery shopping, cleaning, and cooking.  I knew my job was important without a doubt, but the restlessness was still there.  I could do more and should do more.

Two things were revealed to me:
1.  I was becoming pretty good at the things I was already doing in my day to day life.  I was putting systems in place for my family and creating healthier habits for us.  I was learning to create healthy meals on a budget.  I was incorporating exercise into my daily routine that was changing me physically and mentally.  I can't describe the sense of accomplishment of completing an intense workout.  It was something I did for me not knowing what it was also doing for my family.  I transformed from the mommy who would lie on the couch while the kids played to the mom playing at the park, going on hikes, and looking for things to do that were active.  It wasn't that I couldn't physically do them before, I just didn't want to.  I needed those endorphins running and energy to keep me going.  If being more active boosted me that way I wanted my kids to feel that too.  I won't go into their mental health when doing something active versus watching tv/video games :)  That's another blog post.  God has a plan for my life and right now that is offering my experiences in health and nutrition with others.  I love working with moms!  I particularly connect with moms who are feeling restless.  Moms who do not put their own health as a priority right now because they are moms and that's what we do.  I did that!  We are nurturers, if our child needs us or needs something we do it.  We sometimes forget that our children also need us healthy.  We need to be on our game so we can be there for them.  Taking time to work on yourself is not selfish. 
Belief that I can impact people through their physical and mental health because it did for me.  That was the easy step because I was already doing that.  It was just the process of reaching out to other people who just might be searching for the same thing. 

2.  I was hesitant to do the above because I wasn't sure I was the right person for the job.  I am just a mom for goodness sake.  What if people don't want my help? What if I offend someone?  What if my family thinks it's a joke and constantly tease?  What if I'm not thinking things through?    OH MY GOODNESS, I am not a sales person.  I knew if I were to do this and be successful I needed more of God and less of me.  I needed to see me through God's eyes - full confident, fully capable, fully His.  This took some work people.  This took a leap of faith.  It took letting go of my self limiting doubts that I hid behind.   It was imperative to experience God's love and goodness.  I am not even close to being there in this area, but I am making great strides.  I am more confident than I have ever been before because of HIS work in me.  My Big God Dreams (those that can only be done by HIM) is that through my passions in health and fitness God will use my experiences to empower women.   When I am slacking or neglecting my personal relationship with Him I can directly see my sense of self worth slipping away.   Draw near to Him everyday and see what happens in your life.
Belief that you are important enough for God to use in mighty ways.

It may be seeing that God is already using you in the place you are in and you are more than JUST a mom.  I believe that if we are actively seeking God we will always feel a sense of restlessness.  We are HIS hands and feet and there is much to do.  Are you willing to do something?  How is God using you right now?